Sunday, February 12, 2012

So now what?

I figured it's time for an update. I gave him his space for a while and eventually everything went back to normal like we were still just friends. We were hanging out again having fun at his house and work.
Well two nights ago I went to his house and we decided to go in the jacuzzi and have some drinks...more specifically tequila. Well last thing I remember is hooking up with him in the jacuzzi in front of his roommate #1 right after the cops came. I woke up the next morning in his room. Not my finest moment.
I had bruises all over my legs and was beyond hungover. Later that day, M's roommate #2 told me that he knew him and I were hooking up. Busted!!!
So now what do I do? M doesn't want to talk about it and I don't think we will. I brought it up to him and his response was "well what the f*** is he gonna do about it?" which is a good point. I mean yes we work together but our work was never affected.
So if this whole incident has proved anything it's that clearly there is still too much of an attraction between us. I know there is something strong between us and I hope that it works out in the end. You can only hold back feelings for so long, but for right now I'm going to distance myself again so he doesn't feel smothered. He needs space as time to figure this out. And I think I do too.
Oh Jose, you've done me dirty once again ;)

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